What am I doing with life?

Chege

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Feb 24, 2014
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Hey People!

I'm currently living in Pontefract, a middle sized town in North England. The only thing Pontefract is really good for is girls and drugs, with the latter affecting nearly everyday of my life as if you can name it, Pontefract has it.

Before becoming heavily involved in grime (British rap currently making a revival), marijuana and MDMA my life was all about sitting at my computer. I was either working for Freedom!, creating YouTube videos or playing video games.

Now I'm in an 'odd situation' within my life. I do enjoy doing drugs, partying and having fun but I don't want it to be the only thing consuming my life, which it is. In the past video games would have kept me entertained and I could have balanced recreational party times with gaming, but I no longer can sit at a screen and play a video game without quitting 5 minutes in.

So my questions are:
- Has anyone else experienced this in there life? (If so, how old were you?)
- What can I do to replace the gap left in my life by gaming?
- WTF am I doing with my life? I'm 100% lost...