See i have a video of someone and he blew up he got 11k subs in 1 month because he got a shoutout from a huge youtuber and i just wanna be that lucky and wanna know how i can blow up like that people say do unique content but theres nothing in my ability that is not out there already im at a stump and i really want to youtube but i just really losing confidence and motivation to keep doing it (not sure what to prefix this so)