Hello,
So, I'm going to making this thread because I'm in an attitude that I think so negative right now..
As a YouTuber even if this isn't my job, I'm not making money off of it and I'm considerably small..
I will never be like Seamus, and here is why - I'm not really talkative and my commentary is horrible and apparently nobody really likes my videos at all only myself, well that is what I think, and when it comes to some things, I'm flat out stupid. Not to mention, I'm utterly boring as a friend...
And I wasted so much money over the spend 2 days like its crazy, and today I made 125k on a csgo gambling site (125k coins) and I lost it all... I don't know what to do anymore, I don't know how to stop this stubbornness and idiotic choices I keep making..
So, I'm going to making this thread because I'm in an attitude that I think so negative right now..
As a YouTuber even if this isn't my job, I'm not making money off of it and I'm considerably small..
I will never be like Seamus, and here is why - I'm not really talkative and my commentary is horrible and apparently nobody really likes my videos at all only myself, well that is what I think, and when it comes to some things, I'm flat out stupid. Not to mention, I'm utterly boring as a friend...
And I wasted so much money over the spend 2 days like its crazy, and today I made 125k on a csgo gambling site (125k coins) and I lost it all... I don't know what to do anymore, I don't know how to stop this stubbornness and idiotic choices I keep making..